While involved with the Toltec ritual of inventory and recapitulation I was intrigued with the Idea that we could become our own Guardian Angels. The process of inventory and recapitulation is one where you list all the emotional baggage and agreements you have made in your lifetime and the go back over each one and discover the truth of those agreements. This is of course a very simplistic description of the technique, to find out more visit the Toltec community online Joydancer.com . What happened is in visiting one of those memorable painful events of childhood I was comforting the child and explaining that yes this is an emotionally painful situation but you are not at fault, you are not bad, and that I love you and am here for you and I will protect you always. The most peculiar thing happened my memory of that event changed and now I had the memory of someone trying to talk to me. I put the memory aside for the more I thought about it the farther away it got from me. A couple of nights later I awoke from a dream, a dream where an angel was talking to a small child, both the angel and child where me. What’s more I understood that that is what happened when I examine my feelings from that event.
We are beings of light, in fact that is all there is there is nothing solid in the universe and there is no such thing as linear time. The vision of the stars millions of years old is a perfect vision of what went on and for all intents and purpose is happening for me now. the stored light of emotional trauma when viewed is happening now. There is stuff that happens on the quantum level that make the world a strange place. The viewer of an event can change the event. I also believe that there are multiple universes that are connected by the protons of atoms darting in and out of each reality. So as I view the events of my childhood and see my guardian angel and know that I am loved and protected my memories lose the victim status and become one of joy and love, a memory that all is right with the world. How then could today be anything but miraculous I am enthused and empowered, I am successful and loving towards all because that child is loved and safe and knows nothing else. All is right with the world and the eagle soars on.
This is but a brief intro to some of the sharing that I will be doing, I encourage your comments and will provide space to print others opinions here. Thank you and Namaste.
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